Writing so sad
To help with the pain
But I don't want
To make it seem
Like my life's just shade and rain
Now it is time
To try and make
Some music that
Can give me a break
Rip away this gloomy chain
Don't want to think
About how I felt
Cause I really lost myself
Time has come
To reel me back in
Things got so hard
Got mentally scarred
Did not think I could subdue
From how I feel now let's call this a win
I feel so great
I'm coming right back
It won't happen fast
Still struggle for sure
Once in a while I get a panic attack
Much happier now
Not scared of the world
That's how I lived
Cause my stomach was curled
Seems like now I'm on a good track
Don't want to think
About how I felt
Cause I really lost myself
Time has come
To reel me back in
Things got so hard
Got mentally scarred
Did not think I could subdue
From how I feel now let's call this a win
Let me tell you
Sometimes I crumble
But nothing is worse
Than when I started this rumble
When it first showed up
Didn't think I could live
But one thing I learned
When life throws a hurdle
You gotta jump
Not hide like a turtle
If you hide things will only get worse
Don't want to think
About how I felt
Cause I really lost myself
Now it is time
To reel me back in
Things got so hard
Got mentally scarred
Did not think I could subdue
From how I feel now let's call this a win