Barely Getting By Video (MV)

Okay let me tell you what's been going on
Got no one to tell this to so I'll write it in a song
Everyday feel like struggle to get by
And sometimes I would rather say goodbye and die
Everyone around me tells me that my limit is the sky
So when I fail they say that I didn't even try
Everyday I say I'm fine it's just another lie
Staying low and getting high while I'm barely getting by
Wonder if my friends been thinking of me while I'm on the road
Know I'm busy but it's lonely when nobody calls your phone
Haven't heard their voices in forever all I ever get is the dial tone
I've been out of state for way too long
On the interstate in an Escalade wishing I was back at home
Living life like a rolling stone
Haven't seen my brothers in a couple months, it got me feeling all alone
Brayden always working, I ain't seen him in a minute
Homegirl stay up in the quaker city maybe I should go and visit
Losing all my friends and family I don't know how I'm supposed to fix it
Suicide been on my mind
Think that I should leave it all behind
But every letter that I write is giving me another reason I should stay
And every invitation to my funeral makes me not want my name engraved
Every time I look for God I feel like I'm just getting pushed away
Satan preying on me, I keep praying anyways
In the hospital alone I don't know the time of day
I wonder what my friends say
Crying out for help, they tell me that I'm grown
And push me to the side and leave me all alone
So I turn on DND and put away my phone
Text my brothers that I'm never coming home
Okay let me tell you what's been going on
Got no one to tell this to so I'll write it in a song
Everyday feel like struggle to get by
And sometimes I would rather say goodbye and die
Everyone around me tells me that my limit is the sky
So when I fail they say that I didn't even try
Everyday I say I'm fine it's just another lie
Staying low and getting high while I'm barely getting by