Imma be honest, it's been real hard to find purpose
I know I'm still young, so the stressing probably not worth it
But I'm still searchin'
Know I got some good times ahead
But when I look to the future, I don't really see it
So I've just been happy with the present knowing y'all could be in it
I really found family
I really found a way to be the most "me" that I can be
Would it be crazy to say that y'all kept me alive?
There were times where you guys
Were the only comforting thought in my mind
Helped me to recognize the meaning of life
We're on this planet to love and be loved
Only thing I fall into except for what lies above
But I know that I took things just a bit too serious
Took me all this time to find satisfaction
One thing I realized
Is the beauty of all of us having different lives
After all this time, I'm finally ready to start mine
I was made for so much more than what I focused on in this record
My mind stuck on perfection, I had to learn to change
I had to learn to grow
Things shift in ways we don't even know
But at least I found one thing, and that was belonging
Never had a solid group outside of this
Never felt that true peace outside of this
Started enjoying every moment 'cause of this
I'm grateful for what I learned about friendship
Grateful for what I learned about patience, but I gotta move forward
My quest for perfection is done
And if everything goes right
In 4 years, I'll still be alive
And I know we won't talk as much
As long as y'all don't forget about me, we can still keep in touch
It's not really as deep as I say
I'll only be an hour away
I'll see you 'round if you still care about the college guy
But the sun is setting now, so 'til then, I love you, goodnight
Well, that's it.
Underwhelming? I know.
You were waiting for that big final hit, but everything just sort of fades out.
But that's how life is sometimes, right?
Nothings gonna be perfect.
On to the next.