Jack Shackelford - Speakmytruth Lyrics

When I was a kid I, uh, I went on the train with my father to Chicago
I had a wonderful day. You ever been on a train, Jack?
I've never been on a train. But I, I think I... actually I think I did once
Uh
It was eighth grade on the back of the bus
Water on my heart, didn't know it would rust
Making this music so I don't go nuts
Weight on my chest for a couple of months
Everyone know I'm a liar, I'm burning these bridges, stay warm in these fires
My girl getting mad and upset, and she tired of dealing with me 'cuz my brain always wired
My friends went away thats for better or worse
Addiction and lies, this shit feel like a curse
I'm feeling woozy, might need me a nurse
To do CPR and fix all of the hurt
Aye, where you going, are you okay
I'mma lights on the propane
Gas, feel like a no name
Don't know where I'm finna go mane
Jumpin' on Airtime tramps, aye
Shaved head with a bald fade
Now I be doin' the laps
Up in your wallet like I work for Allstate
I done took a couple bucks, aye
Act like I don't give a f*ck, aye
When I'm really outta luck, aye
Every day I'm feeling stuck, aye
Remember being in my bed, uh
And being in the shed, uh
Then I go inside my head, uh
Used to popping all the meds
I'd always look back and it's scary to see
I'd look in the mirror and never see me
And I wouldn't know why, but it's clearer to see
That I was in bad, man I was in deep