Jack $toise - 4:52 Lyrics

Said I just wanna know
(I just wanna know)
What's really meant for me
(What's really meant for me)
Said i just wanna know right now
Said i just wanna know right now
I just wanna know
(I just wanna know)
What's really meant for me
(What's really meant for me)
Said i just wanna know right now
Said i just wanna know right now
Tell the truth man I'm scared to close my eyes. Cause everytime I wake up I see life passing me by
But these them thoughts that I won't talk about with others
My dawg just had his son I'm really happy for my brother
Now these thoughts starting to creep off in my mind
If I'm ever gonna have it, man I guess it ain't my time
My other dawg said he pickin out a ring
I know he really love her if he telling that to me
As a youngin wore my heart off on my sleeve
Now I'm older and it's colder getting hard for me to see
These trust issues and that's rooted in my mother
I know I need to heal before I can ever love another
27 and I know that now
Still young but I'm old enough can't go back now
But these them thoughts that I won't talk about with others
I'd rather load a J and keep my feelings undercover
Said I just wanna know
(I just wanna know)
What's really meant for me
(What's really meant for me)
Said i just wanna know right now
Said i just wanna know right now
I just wanna know
(I just wanna know)
What's really meant for me
(What's really meant for me)
Said i just wanna know right now
Said i just wanna know right now
Uh Glen this madea, I didn't want anything, uh pressing
But I just wanted to know if you, uh thought to see
If you might come home this weekend, I'll talk to you later
Tell the truth man every day I think about it
If my granny really happy what she think about me
And all them things that she'll never get to see
Like me have my first child, or me really on my feet
23 when I saw yo last breath
I know it hurt everybody so I stayed to myself
Whole family in that hospital room
I had to walk down that hall I know them tears would come through
The pastor saw me and said come on man let's pray about it
I ain't really wanna have no words with anybody
All I wanted was to be to myself
I just lost the one person I could really ask for help
Now these tears startin' to creep through my eyes
As I sit off in this chair and I ask the Lord why
But these them thoughts that I won't talk about with others
I'd rather load a beat and let my feelings do whatever
Said I just wanna know
What's really meant for me
Said i just wanna know right now
Said i just wanna know right now
Said I just wanna know
What's really meant for me
Said i just wanna know right now
Said i just wanna know right now