Jackson Ken - Tears Lyrics

I'm done fighting it
F*ck what's gon happen
I don't care
I can take the heat
Yea, I'll take it
F*ck everybody
F*ck 'em all
If I bleed then I bleed
Won't let you see my tears
Every night I go to bed, I cry in my sleep
In the day I get depressed
Wish I had a Jacoby
I'll be killing motherf*ckers who d'crossing me
Cause of the pain in me
If I die my soul won't go to sleep
I take promethazine
These drugs I'm taking got me like a priest
Don't wanna see no other way than this
My soul is damn salvation is all I need
Devil's at the door now
Yea, I opened up and be like what the f*ck you want?
You gotta face your fears you know
You gotta take this pain you know
No one got you like you
Mot'f*ckers look at you
They just aiming for the juice
Cause they got none to lose
See your momma in the hood
You gotta take her out the street
Day one niggas turn on you
F*ck this people and do you
If you make it, it's on you
Yeah
If you don't, you're a fool
Yeah
Strength from this pain then you're good
Yeah
Blow out the pain with some kush
If you ain't smoking what's your cool?
Tell these bitches they're all phony
I'm done f*cking with y'all
I'mma make it, I don't care what the cost is
Yeah yeah
I'm a dead man walking, got no heart to be in love with a bitch who's gon break it
If I bleed then I bleed
Won't let you see my tears
Every night I go to bed, I cry in my sleep
In the day I get depressed
Wish I had a Jacoby
I'll be killing motherf*ckers who d'crossing me
Cause of the pain in me
If I die my soul won't go to sleep
I take promethazine
These drugs I'm taking got me like a priest
Don't wanna see no other way than this
Cause,
My soul is damn salvation is all I need
Learnt so many lessons, now I'm feeling like a wise one
Like splinter in TMNT, big salute
When you talking about troops, I got none
But I'm cool
If I make it today, bless the name of the lord
Cause he's true
Grinding on my own cause I see how they mistreat me
Shows from different houses, sold things to pay dues weekly
Left that circle of life err'day I put myself on the line yea!
I put myself on the line
Lord guide me from making temporary decisions
That'll cause me permanent pain
The world is an asshole
I'm the next big shit
I put myself on the line
It's Jackson Ken
Shoooo