I'm sick of this world
I'm sick of this game
I'm sick of the mask I wear every day
Take my pain to the grave just to find my way
I can't quit it all but who cares if I fall?
I know it's not you with a false truth lies you've told it's getting old
Said I didn't care with a with a noose on my neck
You were never there when I needed you next
Bled for amusement shits confusing all I know is what you put me through's abusing
You're just using me to you my pain's an amusing thing
Left me with stabs all in my back I became a semi automatic
Won't give up
Turned me into this monster
Write every day
Drop it like a bomber
Became the carver
Held my honor
Won't let this rest like a bridge over water
Congratulations I believed you're faking
Face it
Make it
Bitch you're shameless
Don't want anything about your soul
You're blaming
Tainted
Devastating
Said I was mistaken
Prove you wrong
Leave your tactics out
Just you for this one
I got logs and you're f*cked up
Gaslights won't work won't wait till you're done
Won't be drained anymore there's nothing left
Just the blades you left lodged in my chest
Hung me from the beam with a noose on my neck
Said I didn't care when I still checked
If you were alright then forced my emotions into hiding
Said you wished I was another then why not go find him
You love to disappear for days with no notice
While I've suppressed emotions taking up all my focus
Then you return just to burn me at the stake
Feel the curse you put on me fight it for another day
You love to deal me pain you gave me to the reaper
I struck a deal with him and we will put you in the grave
Move with caution or face your coffin call abusive got no option
I ain't gonna soften shit for you I've lost too much for talking
I let the devil walk in all this time I didn't know
I was a fool to believe your words ignored the venom in your soul
I cared when you were killing me
Chest slashed
Blood running
Unfulfilling
Pretty face Devil Woman
That title sounds so fitting
Pool of blood at my feet and you're saying I'm a bastard
I'll gladly be one now I don't care what you're after
Won't give up
Turned me into this monster
Write every day
Drop it like a bomber
Became the carver
Held my honor
Won't let this rest like a bridge over water
Congratulations I believed you're faking
Face it
Make it
Bitch you're shameless
Don't want anything about your soul
You're blaming
Tainted
Devastating
Said I was mistaken
Prove you wrong
Leave your tactics out
Just you for this one
I got logs and you're f*cked up
Gaslights won't work won't wait till you're done
Won't be drained anymore there's nothing left
Just the blades you left lodged in my chest
Hung me from the beam with a noose on my neck
As if blades weren't enough load guns for the next