Jacob Barrett - idea of you Lyrics

I wore this cause I thought you'd like it
Don't know if you were as excited
Running to whatever I did
I was five minutes late
You messaged me you were the same
I paced around the block
We got to talking
It's just what I wanted
I looked you in the eye
Then missed the bus
And didn't look back
When you said goodbye
Somehow along the way
Think that I got played
Think I'm done with this game
Thought I really knew
But it came out of the blue
Now I want the idea of you
We walked and we talked and it was okay
And I didn't notice you looked away
I guess I might've said something strange
It's like the world's a spider's web
And we were butterflies again
We twisted, tangled, fell to the ground
We got to talking
And then it collided
But I didn't care
I think they're watching
And we are together
So I don't think I'll share
Somehow along the way
Think that I got played
Think I'm done with this game
Thought I really knew
But it came out of the blue
Now I want the idea of you
I think it's kinda chemical
It's probably something natural
It leaves me feeling fragile
I'm treading so lightly
I'll ask you politely
Would you forgive me?
I'm lost in the water
I tried to let it go
Keeping me on my toes
It's not the same I know
So much that I regret
Didn't think I'd lose a friend
I was disassociating
Somehow along the way
Think that I got played
Think I'm done with this game
Thought I almost knew you, but
I didn't think this through
Now all I want is the idea of
I'm in love with the idea of