Jacob Barrett - pregabalin Lyrics

Running out of memory
With photos of the pavement
I'm chasing what I want
I'm somewhere I didn't choose
Spiraling without my room
And it feels like a noose
All I do is think of you
And they wanted me to stay
Didn't wanna leave this way
But I needed it to end
Lost all my pregabalin
It's ok
I don't know you anymore
I'm somewhere I didn't choose
Lit a match and you're the fuse
Feel it tighten and I lose
Who am I and who are you?
All my pills are in a lake
All my friends are sounding fake
I'm alone and you're awake
I'm so envious you're safe
I was first to arrive
I'm not gonna compromise
Think that i'm for real this time
I was thinking that tonight
After you say your goodbyes
I could go to the lake and breathe
Now I don't know what to do
Spiral when I think of you
Feel it tighten like a noose
Now I've been through black and blue
If all my pills are in a lake
Then they wanted me to stay
But I needed it to end
Lost all my pregabalin