Jacob John - Giving Up's My Favorite Thing Lyrics

I stood alone inside my thoughts
Couldn't think of anything I wanted so I took it all
Threw it in the fire and I watched
Walked away from all I'd given up

I know life it isn't fair
Just walking out my door I see it everywhere
Am I the cause to someone's pain?
Maybe I just should've stayed

But giving up's my favorite thing

They're all getting married, having kids
I'm writing this silly song from my studio apartment
I got no plans, no ambition
Exactly how I like to live

Thought by now that I would change
I feel the same as I did when I was seventeen
But there is a difference in my face
I wish I just could've stayed

But giving up's my favorite thing

Oh living on the brink
It's ripping my heart out
It's running in place

Oh secrets that I keep
Just to have a promise
I can choose to break

Sometimes I just gotta breathe
In and out, a flash of doubt can ruin everything
Sometimes I just gotta sing
But giving up's my favorite thing