I woke up alone
Nothing but my thoughts
I came upon
The demons in my walls
I am the embodiment
Of self destruction
A picture perfect mirror
Of self immolation
The way I crave
The harm I give myself
I can't retain
The memories of ourselves
This f*cking pain
Corrupts my brain
Help me stop this
Help me
Please
Sometimes it feel like i'm burning from the inside out
My brain is overheating and my body over loads
It's the inevitable collapse that comes from weight you didn't think you were carrying
Falling across your mind as your vision fades
I am changing
I am not who i once was
I am caged unto myself
I am waiting
For a certain frame of mind
I am the prisoner and the prison at the same time
Do i want changing?