Jacob Whitesides - afraid to die Lyrics

I don't think that i wanna die
I think i'm just scared to be alive
In that moment i realize
I'm terrified
I don't think that i wanna die
But it's been so long since i've cried
And all my feelings have moved to my mind
And they've capsized
Watch how they flow from my head to my toes and consume me
They race through my veins change how i speak and they move me
Have i become my sadness
Has it become my truth
When you become your sadness
What do you do
I say that i'm doing fine
And there's some truth behind the lie
I think the feelings too hard to define
So i'm terrified
Watch how they flow from my head to my toes and consume me
They race through my veins change how i speak and they move me
Have i become my sadness
Has it become my truth
When you become your sadness
What do you do
I really can't do this on my own
But i can't bring you down this road i'm on
You would be better all alone
The dark is not where you belong
Fake motherf*ckers always say that they miss you
Fake motherf*ckers always say that they miss you