(I said that I'm okay then I be lyin)
(But I swear that I've been trying)
(They don't see that I'm crying)
(All I needed was just one friend)
(Lost in a rage, lost in a rage)
(Bleeding from the pain)
(I've been asking God if I'ma really be okay)
(I just need someone to wipe the tears up on my face)
If I said that I'm okay then I'd be lying
I'm a soldier in this life but I've been crying
Performing on a stage I'm so excited
I know I made this song for you, but no I didn't write it
One, two, three steps I'm right back here now
I had to take a little time away I flew down south
I've been looking for this peace for so long but I can't seem to find it
I had to ask my uncle why my family looked so divided
Going girl to girl to try to find the love my mother never gave me
I had to get back on my knees I'm asking God to save me
The lust that really made my system corrupt
See I was looking for the love and then it got me so stuck
Now see my inspiration shining, a youngin' really grinding
Waking up at 3AM to hits, that's perfect timing
Inside there's a fountain, but outside I've been smiling
I been poppin' different, just my brodie told me that I'm wildin
Lost in a rage (lost in a rage)
Bleeding from the pain
I've been asking God if I'ma really be okay
I just need someone to wipe the tears up on my face
I just want a couple mil with brodie that's okay
I'm scared to go outside I been running
Said I been trapped inside my room it's like a dungeon
They offered me a couple Ms but I don't want it
Cause if it ain't about my brother's I ain't gunnin
(I'm scared to go outside I been running)
(Said I been trapped inside my room it's like a dungeon)
(They offered me a couple Ms but I don't want it)
(Cause if it ain't about my brother's I ain't gunnin)
(Youngen)
(Yea dawg)