Jade Carbone - Refusal Of Divulgence Lyrics

My throat is closing
You'll never see it coming
I never feel alive
Everything feels contrived
Somethings scratching inside but
No one can read my mind
Refusal to divulge
I'm too scared to open up
I can't see the point
In going on
When I'm this f*cked up
My skin is crawling
I'm so appalling
Running on empty
Theres a pit inside of me
Grown so big
It's bursting at the seams
I've been waiting
Since I was 13
Refusal to divulge
I'm too scared to open up
My jaw is clenched
Hypoxia is gonna win this one
I can't catch my breath
Cuz I'm always on the run
I can't keep trying
You all saw it coming
I can't keep lying
But I can't seem to speak
Does my silence make me weak?
I can't beat it out of me.
Refusal to divulge
I can't f*cking speak up
I can't see the end of this
I'll always be f*cked up
Do everything I'm told
But it has never been enough
Refusal to divulge
I can't keep this up
Refusal to divulge
I've made my mind up.