Jaded
Sitting in this room by myself hella faded
Baby
You can't see what you done to me, no
Lately
I've been sitting here looking dumb, let you play me
Wavy
My heart is pulling me the wrong way
Crazy
Tryna keep you in my life with conversation
Maybe
Its you or me that needs convincing
Waiting
For you to realize I'm the one for you, baby
Jaded
Don't wanna feel but I gotta heal, mhmm
Why would you
Waste my time
You could've left me alone boy
But I guess that never crossed your f*cking mind
Now I'm sitting here
Calling myself tryna cope
But I'm just numb
Drowning out the pain with dope
Jaded
Shit got me in my room staring at the ceiling
Thinking
I gotta get back to me for the sake of me, aye
Tripping
Can't believe I'm over here missing you like crazy
Baby
Just need my fill of you before we're through, yeah
Lurking
Saw you with another bitch, like I wasn't nothing
Damn it
It hurt me so much more, hurt me to the core, uh huh
F*ck it
These tears over you are just really aint worth it
Healing
I realized my worth even though it hurt, mhmm
Boy you must think I'm dumb
I know you ain't working till one
Thought you would've thought about me
Yeah, but what's done is done
Things running through my mind
And Chills running up my spine
I couldn't believe it till I saw it with my own damn eyes
That's how you do the one that's been there for you? (There for you)
Now what if I go and pull a you on You?
Nigga you gon see
That she'll never be me
But either way it goes
You still for the streets
You got me
Got me, Jaded
You know I was down for you
But you always doin you
Now I'm so done wit you
Ima bout To do me too, aye