Jadea - Tired Lyrics

Don't go
I know it's hard to stay
But I need you
And I'm so sorry for everything
I'm tired
And I know I said that yesterday
But for some reason
I never feel awake

Feels like I'm in a daze
I know you can't take it anymore But I need you please stay
My mind's twisted up feels like a maze
I can't find my way out
I think I need saved

And I'm taking hella pills
Like a bottle a day
I'm numbing all my pain
Why won't the demons go away? No matter how hard I try
They follow me every day
The worst part is
I can never get away
And I'm stuck in my head
I run in circles all day
I'm trying to get to you because you make it all okay
I don't think if you leave I'll survive another day
I'm living for you because you're my only escape
And for some reason I always feel asleep when I'm awake Trying to do better for you and stop these drugs that I take
You said you see them in my eyes
And they're eating me alive
I need to get help soon
I'm running out of time

Don't go
I know it's hard to stay
But I need you
And I'm so sorry for everything I'm tired
And I know I said that yesterday But for some reason
I don't ever feel awake

Feels like I'm in a daze
I know you can't take it anymore But I need you
Please stay
My mind's twisted up feels like a maze
I can't find my way out
I think I need saved

Yeah I think I need saved cause I've been going insane
I know you're fighting your own demons every day
I hope one day my love's strong enough to scare them away
I feel like you think you're getting played
I don't blame you though
All these other girls showed you love was a game
I'm trying to show you I'm not the same
I know I'm not perfect
But I know I can keep you safe
I feel exhausted I don't even wanna move
But just the thought of you makes me wanna improve
Cause I know that I could lose you
And if you leave
Then I'm gonna lose myself too
Baby don't go
I know it's hard to stay
But I need you
And I'm so sorry for everything I'm tired
I know I said that yesterday
But for some reason
I never feel awake