Want to be
Have to be
Need to be locked away
Time is urged
Stayed the same
Fatal things are on the way
Thirteen times, I have tried to control mentality
Every time I have tried, they elicit tragedy
Turn the other way
Neglecting tendencies
Circumnavigate ones you omit
I am the voices, controlling my next move
Why cant you see this
My brain is hurting me
No one can stop me
The system has failed me
Is there an order for all I have dealt with
Acrasia
Let me go
Leave me be
Can't you see
Schizophrenia
Mental disarray
Forestalling sanity
Nonconformity
Mental dissection is causing my demise
Extent of the damage is something they imply
Paranoia's got me gripped inside it's icy hands
My brain's abuse is something no one understands
Cannot stop
Cannot change
For I'm not who I was
Imagine this
Your own mind forcing you to kill another one
Locked away to myself
Trapped inside relcusiveness
Here I sit
Here I rot
Here I die in phrenic pain
Discover what you did
Blaming insanity
Hold accountable ones you delegate
I am the broken, causing necrosis
Due to your failure, no one will trust you
Deep in paralysis, lights fading faster
Why did you hurt me
Why did you cause this
Acrasia
Ends us all
Our cicatrix
Our fatal flaw
Human anomaly
Negating your mistakes
Misinterpreting ones you don't know