Jaded Black - Acrasia (Demo) Lyrics

Want to be
Have to be
Need to be locked away
Time is urged
Stayed the same
Fatal things are on the way
Thirteen times, I have tried to control mentality
Every time I have tried, they elicit tragedy

Turn the other way
Neglecting tendencies
Circumnavigate ones you omit

I am the voices, controlling my next move
Why cant you see this
My brain is hurting me
No one can stop me
The system has failed me
Is there an order for all I have dealt with

Acrasia
Let me go
Leave me be
Can't you see

Schizophrenia
Mental disarray
Forestalling sanity
Nonconformity

Mental dissection is causing my demise
Extent of the damage is something they imply
Paranoia's got me gripped inside it's icy hands
My brain's abuse is something no one understands

Cannot stop
Cannot change
For I'm not who I was

Imagine this
Your own mind forcing you to kill another one

Locked away to myself
Trapped inside relcusiveness

Here I sit
Here I rot
Here I die in phrenic pain

Discover what you did
Blaming insanity
Hold accountable ones you delegate

I am the broken, causing necrosis
Due to your failure, no one will trust you
Deep in paralysis, lights fading faster
Why did you hurt me
Why did you cause this

Acrasia
Ends us all
Our cicatrix
Our fatal flaw

Human anomaly
Negating your mistakes
Misinterpreting ones you don't know