Jaded Thoughts - GLP! (feat. GVRXT) Lyrics

I've been feelin' like I got a lot of problems
I can't even face myself so I won't solve them
These days, yeah, it happens way too often, yeah
I've been down as f*ck so I don't feel like talking
I've been blocking out the world when I've been walking
All these calls I've been receiving, I've been dodging
Yeah, I'm scatterbrained so it ain't never stopping
Gawking, I know they watching, I'm never stopping
The way that I've been walking around, they know that I've been popping
Cartier my shades, I put some diamonds in my optic
Man, these people around me, why they always seem so toxic
Why they seem so toxic?
Little bit of sunshine, oh, I got it in my pocket
Gotta keep an ear out cause these people always talking
Missing all these calls, I ain't awake when they've been calling
And I'm falling, faking out on dates I set
I know that I've been stalling
Forget in the night, but in the morning I'm recalling
Yeah, I'm living lavish, don't have funds, but I've been balling
And I know what I've been wanting
I ain't gotta let no one know what I got by flaunting
Spending all this time like I ain't knowing what it's costing
Running way too fast like every day that shit exhausting, yeah
I've been feeling like I've got a lot of problems
And these days, I don't really wanna solve them
Old ways that'll die, inna coffin
I've been running for too long, I can't even stand walking
I can't lie, everything's unclear
With all these things, I'ma disappear
Cover my face, looking in the mirror
I won't face myself, it's my biggest fear
I've been feeling like I've got a lot of problems
I can't even face myself, so I won't solve them
These days, it happens way too often, yeah
I've been down as f*ck so I don't feel like talking
I've been blocking out the world when I've been walking
All these calls I've been receiving, I've been dodging
Yeah, I'm scatterbrained so it ain't ever stopping
I've been grieving, loved ones always leaving
Demons weaving, thoughts they've been deceiving
All these bad memories, flashing and repeating
Cut people off cause I swear they're misleading
Whipping down the interstate, I'm speeding
I got all these battle scars, I cannot stop them bleeding
Trying to find the root to all my problems, what's the secret?
I've been burning out, I hope I crash so they can see it
They ain't gon' think that you really got it till they see it
I've been down for way too long it skewred what I believe in
I'ma get it on my own, so fake shit, I don't need it l
Only real ones around me, it don't matter if you're leaving, yeah