Jaden Sade - the closet Lyrics

Tv shows and trampolines
The brightest days of curiosity
But do you know what it feels like to be seen?

Turmoil at home
Can you see it in my face?
Distant explosions
I remember those days

Head in the pillow
My dreams are ablaze
If I leave this house
Will it be quiet one day?

It's fine, I'll hide in the closet
Where all of my tears and imperfections are promised
My favorite sweater, the things I hold tight

I'll talk to my feelings, won't let them inside
Love is a dangerous thing in my mind

And I still wonder
What could happen outside?

A new place, but I'm still afraid
Now I avoid conflict, fake smile everyday

I try to fit in with people in school
Can I live life in color?
Can dreams still come true?

It's so bright out there, shiny and new
Maybe it's time to take a step in these shoes

Nevermind, I'll stay in the closet
I'm fighting my tears, until I can resolve it
My favorite sweater, can I wear it with pride?

I'll talk to my feelings, won't let them inside
Love is a dangerous thing in my mind

And I still wonder
What could happen outside?

Will I be fine?

I'm back in my closet
Years have gone by
Got everything I need, everything inside
Depression in the top drawer
Self-doubt in my mind
Everything is bright, but scary outside

I'll just keep my head held down
Bet someone will come around
Waiting for a long time now

Are you still looking for me?
I am