Jaden Sade - would you do it again? Lyrics

Thought about you again last night
I wonder what we could've been
If you ever treated me right
I don't even know much
Of what had happened back then
But tell me
If you could travel back in time
Would you do it again?
My scars never seem to mend
My dreams burn down like matches
My body's filled with sadness
And I close the blinds
Want to leave it all behind
Oh, I tried to safe something
That never existed
And I feel so goddamn stupid
Cause I know that you could fix it
Promises broken
From a broken man
Tell me
If you knew what you know now
Would you do it again?
My scars never seem to mend
My dreams burn down like matches
My body's filled with sadness
And I close the blinds
Want to leave it all behind
All I do is try to forget
But everything is intertwined with myself
All the calls and"sorry" texts
Try to avoid the war
Till I don't know it anymore
Life's insanely complicated
Want to save me
And I want you to hate me
Leave me behind
Want to rewind
You couldn't even show up for your own child
Discarded letters
Hoping you'd get better
I wish life would be as easy as when I was a kid
But the memories we made were never mine
My scars never seem to mend
My dreams burn down like matches
My body's filled with sadness
And I close the blinds
Want to leave it all behind
All I do is try to forget
But everything is intertwined with myself
All the calls and"sorry" texts
Try to avoid the war
Till I don't know it anymore