Jadrian - Letterz (feat. Papa Dukez) Lyrics

(Jadrian Dukez, yeah yameen
We've all got letterz that we written we never sent
Things we wanted to say but never did
These are mine this is my life my legacy this is profound)

Dear whoever cares, this is my life ima share
Wasn't prepared for sleeping on stairs in the hallway
Did On broadway in broad day
My drug habit it was starving
Starting shit wit anybody eyeing me
Like dog why they really trying me?
Without a dollar but I gotta dream
Plotting schemes tryna get that cream
Ta take care of my siblings n offspring
It is what it had to be we had to eat
Seeing murdas in the street, pops duckin heat
Ma put the blame on me, n ever since I've had this dark cloud over me
Chip on my shoulder ima Soulja neva fold up
F*ck da hand I was dealt scars across my shouldaz
Signed sincerely a tired loner

Dear anyone somebody, spent 20 years crying out for help
But I did it by myself put the pills on the shelf
Watch the outcast outlast most of y'all
Learn to pick myself up whenever I fall
Cuz if I go who gon watch my brother
If I go who gon take care of my mother
Or my grandmother when she under the weather
N hold the umbrella, most look at me like im a dumb fella
I Run neva, I learned Betta
Got a heart of gold but it get ugly
To many people claim they love me
But they don't really f*ck wit me
I love a few they stuck wit me
Stayed tru thru, every storm
N that's family in the realist form
Sincerely, the first born

Dear past loves, u betrayed me u hurt me
Nah F*ck that u broke me
I hope it was worth it
Cuz now I'm not very trusting
Turned me colder now I'm not so loving
I carried boulders so u carry pebbles
But u left me in the rubble, while fighting devils
Needed someone the most
But u went ghost
Felt there was no hope
Let me sink knowing I could barely float
Listen to the words spoke
I'm not looking for fame this is me spilling pain
A few of u deranged, but the game dun changed
Switched lanes, had me drinking to forget memories
Deaded energy, it wasn't meant to be
This is what's left of me
U won't get the best of me
Swiping next u see, I cant have u near
Cuz u broke me like a mirror
Swept me in a pile for me to disappear
Sincerely, just another peer

Uhhh, i feel nowwa days this pain lays so deep
Sometimes it's hard for me to even sleep
But even harder for me to get up, lord knows that this life is tough, but does he?
Shit it seems I'm only talking to myself i tighten my belt
Cuz don't nobody care to help signed with my blood
Before i send this letter out the only thing is the address is to my house