Crazy how you were never really mine
I guess that all these feelings I made up inside my mind
It just makes sense that you were in my life and now we're through
I made you up and I made us up too
I wish you had the chance to break my heart
I wish I had a reason to hate you from the start
Cause every time I'm wakeup now can't help but to wonder
What it would be like to fight with you
Now I don't think we'll ever get to
I wish you had my number in your phone
I wish that you'd pick up when I call and you're alone
We'd talk and laugh for hours about memories we shared
I wish we had a past so I could know you cared
Now I cant seem to find you anyway
I wish that I could pause and hit rewind
To see just how I lost you even though you were never mine
I lost you in my head you, amidst the dream you made me feel
Wouldn't it be nice if those were real
Wouldn't it be nice if you were real