I know i let my father down
I know my mom ashamed
Why do i keep on turning back to make the same mistakes
You say u love me but won't even look me in the face
Sometimes i wish that i could die to never feel the pain
I'm probably better off in jail or better in the grave
They say i'll be dead by i'm 30 i say 28
Only if u knew the struggle how much heart it take
To say u ain't going to school and go another way
One more year to prove em wrong and make a big change
They say my time is running up i say in what way
Only God can judge me now u niggas can't hang
Although i'm going through these problems ima still pray
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
Didn't mean for things to happen this way
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
Never wish i caused my family pain
We all deserve a second chance
Let me show u who i am
The boy u raised when he was little, turned into a man
Anything out my control, can't get a nigga mad
I just leave it to the sky leave it in God's hands
I keep my bible by the pillow case they wanna creep
Lord if u can't show me my real friends
Reveal my enemies
She my lover she my only call her misery
Will i ever be okay seems like a mystery
I just wanna make my mommy and my daddy proud
Put they problems on my shoulders pay em back around
If this don't make u feel a way, i bet it'll make u smile
I wanna be ya favorite kid, the one to hold u down
I wanna buy u fancy things and take u cross the world
Wanna open up a restaurant we'll do that first
Tell my dad he can retire, he ain't gotta work
Cuz ya baby son a boss, let me tell u first
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
Didn't mean for things to happen this way
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
Never wish i caused my family pain