Wonderful World Video (MV)

Why do I feel so alone?... Okay I'm really not alone
But it just feels like I'm alone, it's like I really don't belong
My insecurities is here, so I'm not really on my own
Blowing 50k a year, for a Morehouse that's not a home
I don't really like the vibe here, feels like I gotta hide here
Been up here for 2 years, I can truly say I tried here
Emotionally, mentally, spiritually tired here
I honestly don't even think niggas would care if I died here
And I'm just tryna find my place
But the only girl I trust is like a million miles away
Okay only really like 200 but that's besides the case
I'm just hoping the distance don't cause that love to fade away
And I wanna talk to God but we ain't talked in so long
Probably looking down ashamed cause I ain't singing His songs
My mama probably wonder where she went wrong
But it's on me cause if I fail, I wanna do it on my own
And you ever hear this song, I apologize to you
I'm sorry for never telling you that what I be going through
Got enough on ya own plate , so if you take my portion too
Be like 19 years ago when you was eating for two
For 9 months you carried me, hoping you'd never bury me
Yeah I know that thought was scary, you're hoping one day I marry
But I saw what happened to y'all's, that ain't the move
Cause you gave your all to him and look what he did to you
Little brother now, trifling ass potential step mother now
I guess my dad just saw more in her, and still I wonder how
I know you love Malik, but you can do without Mia
Her vibe is just toxic, my little brother don't need it
I'm tryna do better I hope y'all see it
I always say I'm straight but I just can't imagine how
Cause I just see my dad's demons, standing with my past's demons
Standing with the bullshit I'm handling right now
What a wonderful world

What I really need y'all to understand is that I already understand that y'all don't understand me at all
So, hopefully y'all feel me

I don't feel right here, I guess this is life here
What a wonderful world, what a wonderful world
I guess I deserve it, I guess this is worth it
What a wonderful world, what a wonderful world

What a wonderful world, what a wonderful world
Why do I feel so alone?

Kendrick said we gon be alright, but I don't think that I'ma be alright
What a wonderful world

Why do I feel so alone?