It Hurts to Lose Your Best Friend Video (MV)

You and me had backyard dreams of never growing up
Finding home amongst the trees we never worried about the future
You and me we packed our things and never had enough
I've been fearing lately how the way you say my name
Is do or die

I'm not trying to remain inside your mind
Like some kind of parasite so why am I
Calling you late on Friday night
Asking about how your family is
Making it feel like I'm there again
Making you feel like a therapist
Faking like you even care for this

It's the same conversation like every month
Can't tell if you hate me or hold on and love
Can't tell if I'm crazy and thinking too much
It hurts to lose your best friend
It hurts to see the story end
It hurts to lose your best friend
It hurts to see the things you can't mend
It hurts to lose your best friend

Here we go on the record again
Seeing your face every turn of the pen
Sining the song that I did back then
With nothing to hold me accountable
I know that you fear this
I know that you hear this it's fine
You got your rhythms and your mechanisms
It's never a secret that I always had mine
Catch me staying up til the vacant sunrise
Twenty something years and I see the same light
I got You, or Something on repeat in every car ride
It's been thirty something days and
I think I am feeling alright
Would you wanna meet up later
Always made me feel alive
I'll be fine
It's just never better in the meantime

It's the same conversation like every month
Can't tell if you hate me or hold on and love
Can't tell if I'm crazy and thinking too much
It hurts to lose your best friend
It hurts to see the story end
It hurts to lose your best friend
It hurts to see the things you can't mend
It hurts to lose your best friend

You and me had better things to base our lives upon
College dreams and friendly thieves and
Now our time is gone
I wonder if you ever reminisce
I wonder if you're even hearing this