Red Lines Video (MV)

You can find me by the water
I might take a swim in skinny jeans and a Champion hoodie
Yeah I'm trying harder
But I'm drowning in my mind again
I've been skipping classes too much
I'm falling way out of touch
And I've tried to find solace inside my own skin
But I never measure up
To my image of enough
I got anxiety etched in my skeleton
I've been running I've been pushing away from You
I could try and never find an escape route
You can find me on the road
Doing 90 on the highway got me feeling like freedom
Really needed time alone
Tears are filling up my eyes again
I'm replaying all my mistakes
And going back to the days
When I saw Red Lines on my left wrist
It's like I'm running in place
All my work is erased
I don't think I can make it to my therapy session
I've been running I've been pushing away from You
I could try and never find an escape route
I've been running I've been pushing away from You
I could try and never find an escape route
You take me into Your arms
You mean me no harm
I'm right where I need to be
Before You started my heart
You wrote this part
So I will wait and see