JAJU - Seaworth Lyrics

It wasn't that bad for you, I lied for you, I never went back on shit
I'd always come back for you, I lagged for you, I never thought that this bitch
It would've been sad for you, I'm glad for you, that you ain't gonna deal with my shit
Because I'd mask the truth, then ask for you, to anchor my drifting ship

I'd love to come home with the thought
That there is no way I'm caught
I used to go back, over there, back, over way back
When you asked me about
Every time you wouldn't hear a word come out of my mouth
Stutter on my breath brought an ounce of a doubt
Had you thinkin' for a second why the f*ck I be out
Every time my phone rings I leave with a shout

You seem to destruct for me
I can't say that you're wrong
Get my clothes off the lawn
And you don't give a f*ck for me

In your eyes saw the trust
That was shattered and busted
Now I know it was love for me
That was keepin' this on
Like my lip on your balm
In the silence it's calm, you see
But I know there's a storm for me

It's so cold
Should I grieve, should I grieve, should I grieve
I got nothing up my sleeve, I got nothing to achieve
Now on this eve, I'm relieved that you're no longer naive
You need God, can't keep holdin' your prayers for Saint Laurent and Yves

Bitch you shop and you drink until your liver is all shot
Then you pop so many pills you can't remember you dropped, did a lot
Oh I ought to tell you somewhere on the road I had stopped

Havin' love for you and nowhere ever close to having thoughts
About you in any way that could resemble what we caught
Back before our days were riddled up with scars from when we fought
Steppin' on the dried up petals from the flowers I had brought
Well I'm pleased to tell you now you can have anything you want

Except for me, I'm gone
Except for me, I'm gone
Except for me, I'm gone

You were never meant to be
The reason I can't sleep
So now why does it seem
So hard to let you go

Now every night I plead
For my heart to say no
And fueled by all my greed
My desperation rose

And I don't wanna leave
What we built long ago
And kill off everything
That took so long to grow

I never wanna see
The end of what this road
Will bring to you and me
But I don't wanna know

I'd rather stay naive
Than close the only door
That would make me believe
But I don't wanna know

But I don't wanna
No I don't wanna
I never wanna
I never wanna

I don't want you
No I don't want ya
I never want ya

I never want you sold
On who you think you know
On all the lies I told
On all the dreams I showed
The glitters aren't gold

I can't say what I need
Cause you have never owed me anything
Now I can't let you go
With every step you'd leave
It hurts me and I bleed

I just can't let you go
I can't let you go
I can't let you go
I can't let you go