Jajy - Caving In Lyrics

I've been
Running and running and running
And there ain't no stopping
My old shit i'll top it
The people will cop it
My shit far from flawless
But imma keep workin and workin and workin
But nobody calling
Feels like I'm falling
Feels like I'm failing
The boat is not sailing
It's sinking derailing
I blink and a week has gone by
I still think of the lies
How you left me to die
Now i'm caving in
My chest is now caving in
My heart is now caving in
I'm too afraid of it
I'm too afraid of it
I'm too afraid of it
But
I'll never fall in love
I'll never fall in love
Where has the time gone
My old baby left me now I'm alone
My feeling is fading my mind roams
Separated by time zones
For miles on
I'm numb
Girl you made me feel dumb
I swallow the pain down with rum tonight
While I'm gripping my gun all night
What's wrong or right
Aimed at my head
I've lost the fight
Finger on trigger
I've lost my sight
Tired of living
I'm tired of giving a shit 'bout these bitches who stay in my life
Why do they all wanna stay in my life
Please god I'm praying to straighten my life
This pain insides killing
I'm sick of this feeling
I'm tired of dealing
With shit that's not real
And
I'm caving in
My chest is now caving in
My heart is now caving in
I'm too afraid of it
I'm too afraid of it
I'm too afraid of it
But
I'll never fall in love
I'll never fall in love