I'm drowning in my own emotion
I'm out of air
It comes in waves just like the ocean
And it's not fair
They say its mind, over matter
Does it really even matter
If I'm not feeling the same
Anymore
I'm always longing for devotion
It's cardiac
Walking in a forward motion
With two steps back
Looking straight into a mirror
Wishing that I'd seen it clearer
Even though my feelings strayed
I'm only here cause I'm afraid
Soaring higher, sparking lighters till its 3 AM
Writing lyrics 'bout my love life in my bag again
Don't feel the same way that it used to but I'll dream about it
You ask me if we can get back but honestly, I doubt it
Ripping pictures off the wall, staying up without a call
It's funny how life changes even when you thought you had it all
We were perfect for each other, till we sobered up and wondered
If that feeling wasn't real and now I'm stuck here blundered
I'm trying hard to get away
But I'm broken
Arms wide open
Your body helps to ease the pain
Your love is driving me insane
I'm so frozen
In slow motion
I'm only here cause I'm afraid