Afraid Of Changing Video (MV)

And it feel like no one wanna see me win
If I take that L, you know I spin again
I don't get how you so committed to your sins
Need help, won't let no one in
I'm worried about you as a friend, but you afraid of changing

Won't find the castle, where you searching
Hope you don't crash in that wave that you surfing
Tryna find your purpose, I'm learnin' about myself as well
But that don't excuse how you been so rude to yourself
I was tryna save you, threw that cape away, had to let you make mistakes
And I'm still prayin' someone save the day, Just speaking for your sake
Don't gotta be me, Don't want no part
It might as well be yourself
One thing I learned through it all is I don't need no help
Just be strong
And I hope you know that I'll still thinkin' about you when you're gone
That don't mean that I miss you, just don't know what I want
I'm still a misguided ghost, don't know how to move on
And I just wanna forget about the world
And my mom's callin' to make sure I'm still good
And I know that I can't give in to all these temptations
I know it'll pay off when one day I'm famous, ha
And I hope that I make it, ha
But I'm still afraid of changing

Well, I've been afraid of changing
Cause I've built my life around you
But time makes you bolder
Even children get older
And I'm getting older too

My family, my friends, they tell me to just keep going
My sister wouldn't want me to stop
The only thing about it is once I leave this gym
I hit reality and she's not here
That's the tough part