No one can give to me the moon and stars
Or hold my hand through the destruction of Mars
My end is mine and mine alone
My love has been and then it's
Gone away
And I can't keep the pain at bay
Pain away
I've been lifeless
Playing to the beat of this drum
Precious time spent
Waiting for something never to come
I have it all
This whole blue ball
To myself
And it feels like it's
Never felt
Uneasily
Abnormally
Unusually
Abusively
Absolutely, truly
Lonely as I could ever hope to be
None of my kind to keep me company
And now I'm feeling the effects of it
And my self-hatred just perplexes it
Can't keep the pain at bay
It's here to stay
So go away
I've been lifeless
Playing to the beat of this drum
Precious time spent
Waiting for something never to come
For of my kind there is
All but none