JakeRx - Rewired Lyrics

I been searching for months tryna find a rhyme
And I been feeling like I'm being robbed of time
See back in the day music came with ease
Cook up a beat write the lyrics that's a breeze
But writer's block has been stopping me around every corner
Of something that I'm writing then I feel a disorder
The mountain seems high and the valley so low
And the climb really ain't worth it to me no more

You see making music to me used to be my own therapy
And lately I been feeling I don't need it and it's scaring me
And don't get me wrong God I'm thankful for the progress
Inside of my mental that you blessed me with
But the reason I would write has been going away
And my microphone feeling like a stowaway yeah
And my soundproof wondering when it's gon' be thrown away
Then I walked by my studio just the other day
And I started thinking bout all of the memories
And part of me started to forgive me
For how hard I've always been on myself
That's when I grabbed my microphone off of the shelf
I put the pen to pad and started writing this song
Realizing to write something don't gotta be wrong
You see creativity is inside of my DNA
So I'm deceiving myself if I just let that go away

If I had some problems the music would come solve them
At least made the pill a little easier to swallow
But now I'm feeling I don't really got too many problems
So inherently I'm not writing songs to dissolve them
But that don't mean that I should let my voice collect dust
I still got a choice and I know that I must adjust
And pull from another place inside
Don't gotta erase I just gotta rewire
That making music don't gotta require
Something in life to be catching on fire
I watered it out time for a new desire
I been on the fence now I'm cutting the wire

I been thanking God for the life that he gave me
And man I'm so thankful that he saved me
Cause at times I felt like this life wasn't worth living
But that's the devil speaking so you know I'd never give in

Got a beautiful wife that filled a gap no one could
So purpose to me is being the husband that I should
But our brains always changing thoughts rearranging
Problems in the world that we all gotta be facing
So I can't be done music to me is a battle
I been sitting it out but now I'm picking up the saddle
Creativity is like a boat in the ocean
I been floating away but now I'm picking up the paddle

If I could go back to a younger me
I'd tell him everything will be okay
And if you worrying
I promise it's all gonna be good
But there's hard days when you ain't gon' feel like fighting
It's how we handle the hard days that growth is enlightened
How we get back up when the world pulls us down
Keep your head up and breathe or you gonna drown
In your pain but the pain goes away that's the outcome
Had to drop this track while I finish up the album
I'm gone