Jakeypoo - Coalesce Lyrics

I've been present and watchful of the space among myself
Seeing how much still can control my aims

So it seems it may not be so simple having faith in oneself
Especially when some of the ones you love most are in the deepest depths of Hell

A constant reminder
Of all the things I could fall victim to in myself again
I can try to forget
But I know that it takes so much more than that

I've been hopin' they would find their way before the holidays
So I can embrace them and know where they've been hangin' lately
Maybe when I find out
They'll remember who they are just as I always have too

But do you remember me?
The stagnancy is destroying everything I believed in
Though there must be something missing here

Is it just me?
Or is there such death lingerin' in every room with you?
Can you not taste this when it's hangin' in the air?

So much at once, such little time
Even with the world at my fingertips
I now can't see the signs
So many states of mind bounced between

Influenced by the toxicity
I breathe into this body

I've been hopin' we'd found our ways before the holidays
So we can embrace each other and know where we've been hangin' lately
Maybe when we coalesce
We'll remember who we are just as we always have deep down
Yeah, deep down

I'm workin' to muster the strength to communicate
That while you've been hangin' out down there
I've been missin' you
I've been missin' you