Jakkah - Way Too Chancy Lyrics

In love with an idea, it's idealistic
I be out and I don't see ya, tell me when you gon' visit, I'll wait
Until then, be safe, and I'll search the whole world if we ain't at the same place
I try to slow it down, but we ain't at the same pace
'Cause we haven't crossed paths, but I'm sensing a trace
With every stepping stone, I get closer, don't make no mistake
I look for you in them and they ain't taking your place

'Cause they say they got depth and it's all eye candy
Livin' like a mess and decided they fancy
I can't even stress it, it's way too chancy
Way too chancy
Chasing these goals got way too demanding
I ain't got the time to be meeting they families
'Cause I got a feeling they ain't even gon' last me
Way too chancy

So in the mean time I'm cool
Building my future, can't focus on you
The distance between us keeps growing 'cause late night I'm locked in
I went and weighed all my options, won't jump into shit if it's borderline toxic
'Cause I needed peace and I recently got it
It's a whole new me
Gotta cut the reruns, tryna see a new scene
Fresh air in my lungs since I went and got clean
We ain't close, I don't know how long it's gon' be
(Gon' be, yeah)

'Cause they say they got depth and it's all eye candy
Livin' like a mess and decided they fancy
I can't even stress it, it's way too chancy
(Oh, way too chancy)
Chasing these goals got way too demanding
I ain't got the time to be meeting they families
'Cause I got a feeling they ain't even gon' last me
(Oh, oh)

That's the problem with it, it's all been feelin' the same
Copy paste, but different faces, different names
Everybody scrollin', it got us in the same lane
Tryna breach the system, I might go insane
I feel like
You may not exist as any more than just a lil' wish
You a fantasy
You everything that they can't be
I dream of you while they layin' here next to me
Especially
When I give 'em half, but they say they want the rest of me
Right now, only sound waves connect with me, uh

'Cause they say they got depth and it's all eye candy
Yeah, it's all eye candy
Livin' like a mess and decided they fancy
(Decided they what, decided they whoa)
(Whoa, whoa)

It's always the same thing
Goin' in circles, playing the same games
I'm tired of it
And I'm not doing all that 'it's not you, it's me'
'Cause yeah, it's you