Jakob J. Olson - It's Hard to Tell Lyrics

And now for my next number, I'd like to return the classics

Yeah, It's hard to tell
Is this heaven on earth or are we living hell?
Yeah, It's hard to tell
Am I really losing or just learning how to fail?
Yeah, It's hard to tell
I don't know when to buy or when to sell
Yeah, It's hard to tell
It's hard to tell
It's hard to tell

I know one thing, I gotta live my life well
I can't be contained to a box or a cell
I can't live forever inside of my own shell
Heaven is my palace,
The place I wanna dwell
The garden hasn't been the same ever since we fell
I learned how to lead a pack like number 12
A lot witches and wizards out there casting spells
My life started changing when I heard the church bells
I was atheist, now I'm praying for infidels
God is so amazing, now I'm chasing broader scales
I been steady worried about my dreams, will I fail?
Need to let that go I can't let my brain swell

I just gotta fight like Jon Jones, it's my bones
A lot of unknowns, searching like Sherlock Holmes
No roof over they heads, I'm so blessed to have a home
Love on everybody, gotta em' love till they gone

Yeah, It's hard to tell
Is this heaven on earth or are we living hell?
Yeah, It's hard to tell
Am I really losing or just learning how to fail?
Yeah, It's hard to tell
I don't know when to buy or when to sell
Yeah, It's hard to tell
It's hard to tell
It's hard to tell

In my last year of college I was caught by the tail
I should've graduated but I was feeling unwell
I was in my dorm room, all alone, living hell
I tried to push through but it's not my fairy tale
It's a cold world, what I learned, oh well
Gotta make do with all the gifts, on the real
Figured out the program, processed it like dell
Put my family first that's a different type of gel

My homie threw up on a beat and then hit me in my core
Then I started free-styling, we was riding in the car
That's how this all started, can't believe we made it far
Now we in this rap game, really tryna push the bar

We so smooth, we got moves
We got hooks like Jabbar
Writing songs so fast you would've thought I was Lamar
We got a milli on the gram, we might be superstars
It's hard to tell
It's hard to tell

It's hard to tell
Is this heaven on earth or are we living hell?
Yeah, It's hard to tell
Am I really losing or just learning how to fail?
Yeah, It's hard to tell
I don't know when to buy or when to sell
Yeah, It's hard to tell
It's hard to tell
It's hard to tell