Jam Hard - Aftermath Lyrics

I love to say I'm winning
I'm always contradicting
Every word I say is just a f*ckin lie to keep me spinning

F*ck all the love I gave
I wish I could replay
The moments of my life that shook me,
Run it back and make it go away

F*ck being friends
I'll catch myself remembering
The feeling so unsettling
I gave it all, I'm now regretting

I often reminisce
About the poison touch and venom kiss
That took me out of consciousness
A hole that seems so bottomless

I fell so hard and didn't care
It seemed like you were every where
But now you're gone and I won't dare
Get close to anyone that's there

I don't really know whether I'm right or if I'm wrong
But something in my gut is telling me to move along
And I try to take the ending with a little grain of salt
But in the end I know that it's all my fault cuz

You've caught me slipping once again
I'm always focused on the
Aftermath of how you love me
Resurrect my feelings? I don't know
It's no fun to play pretend
I'm always focused on the
Aftermath of our love making
Throw away your feelings let me go

You know the deal
It seems you've lost all your appeal
There's nothing I can say that's real
But I'm still caught in all the feels

I don't know why I'm still attracted
Destiny or thoughtless actions
Copy me and come and back it
Up on me and turn me savage

Take me back to feeling average
All the love that you have ravaged
Coming back to f*ck me up
This time I guess I'm out of luck

I don't really know whether I'm right or if I'm wrong
But something in my gut is telling me to move along
And I try to take the ending with a little grain of salt
But in the end I know that it's all my fault cuz

You've caught me slipping once again
I'm always focused on the
Aftermath of how you love me
Resurrect my feelings? I don't know
It's no fun to play pretend
I'm always focused on the
Aftermath of our love making
Throw away your feelings let me go

It's just so condescending
Always being right by letting
Other people walk ahead and
Beating me up to the ending

Voices race inside my mind
I wish I could just leave behind
The suffering you put in line
The memories that take me back in time

But I don't buy
I'll always have my peace of mind
Without you I'm a different kind
Of being lit as f*ck I'm on my grind

I don't really know whether I'm right or if I'm wrong
But something in my gut is telling me to move along
And I try to take the ending with a little grain of salt
But in the end I know that it's all my fault cuz

You've caught me slipping once again
I'm always focused on the
Aftermath of how you love me
Resurrect my feelings? I don't know
It's no fun to play pretend
I'm always focused on the
Aftermath of our love making
Throw away your feelings let me go