Jamal - Yet For Some Reason Lyrics

An antiquated form of love
My hearts been yearning for the vintage
The texture on its awfully visceral
I give
I get to being rather vindictive
I send for armies i been with since a kid
The playful horror of the cops and robbers
Posed 4lyfers chose to switch im trauma
Tized
I was wide eyed
Cried
Now its bye bye
High
I can fly fly
Skys looking
Tie dye
I aint been eager to exist
Yet for some reason i persist
Girl you aint nothing like my past
Right now I need some opposite
Attraction, detachment when we done.
Its magic satisfaction when we come
You asked for it i brought it to you
Dont run
We can be down let me give you allof where im from
Just thinking bout what we want is no fun
Lets be present and find a way to escape
I aint been eager to exist
Yet for some reason
I get to wake up feel the seasons
The sun beaming
Dont know why all these folks keep smiling while im seething
We made a scene they turned they nose guess we not scenic
My heart keep bleeding i give no f*cks if you squeamish
I try to act like im an angel but im evil
Grew up near roaches but that don't mean im not regal
Disadvantages i had of course im cheating
Still trynna make it into heaven wit my heathens
We just give praise to da most high while we still breathing
This shit grotesque and it be testing but we cheesing!
They stole our sauce lets take they offspring now we even
You might think i look innocent
But k(no)w im scheming
I hate it here wish i could pick the day i leave it
If all that led me to this point was my decisions
Then what should undo that is choosing to delete this shit
To that phat mama our loving can't be undone
No competition if it was you already won
It was written and you know it don't look so stunned
At your best you were love when we begun