Drowning Video (MV)

I had drowned in that water like a hundred times
And then I learned to trap myself just to keep from dyin
Keep my head above water, that's the perfect time
Thought you was my dog, but you snaked me, you had switched the mind
And when I got up out that water, I was on the grind
People support me for my hustle, steady showin' signs
Sometimes you gotta move quiet just to keep from dyin
No time to hate these niggas fake, I had to realize
I couldn't fit in with that clique 'cause I wore Abercrombie
They be flexin' polo sweaters and Hilfiger Tommy
They just hate because I'm different, I couldn't catch a body
Hanging around with that wrong crowd, mama, please, I'm sorry
Lil' bro and his homie died, that's a double homi
I seen death right in my eyes and I ain't tell nobody
My only plan to make it out and that's the only hobby
My first time inside that lamb and a Maserati
Badass kid always get in trouble 'cause I like to party
Back then was sippin' on that drink, but it was just Bacardi
I was stealing the age of seven, dumb and act retarded
Sometimes I wanna, nevermind, I just disregard it
How I'm supposed to trust a snake cause in the end you ain't my f*ckin' homie
I wanted to get that get back, but I refused to do a nigga dirty
I'm ballin' on these niggas so you know that I ain't never worried
Got a bitch, she f*ck with me and now I'm hangin' up my jersey
Born in the raq, go get your gun or go get your choppa
Smokin' dope, I'm high as hell, I'm feelin' like a helicopter
Police mad because I'm black, I remember playin' cops and robbers
In the raq it ain't no game, feel like Liu Kang when he killed Baraka
Watch your homie, that you call your brodie, 'cause some of these niggas phony
Leave you lonely, but I won't let it hold me, I ain't never foldin
Feelin' like Jill Scott, livin' my life like it's golden
Feel like the greatest of all time, now they say that I be goatin
I'm just tryin' to reach the top, but never stop, so I'ma keep it goin
They like Jamani hot, this off the top, but I'm already knowin
Swear my life a f*ckin' movie, but I'm on a different chapter
One page, I was a trapper, next page, now I'm a rapper
Niggas talkin' like they real, but these niggas really actors
Wanna treat me like a dummy, but that shit don't even matter
I don't f*ck with people, come my way, that's a whole disaster
So many people make me spazz, but I don't trip because I know my manners