[ Featuring The Vision ]
Yeah
Im piss poor in my mommas house thinking about what imma do
I got a couple tapes in the chamber but nothing has moved
Im dealing with all this pressure on when releasing these jewels
Contemplating and pushing back dates its something so unusual
Im not good with dealing with things that brings confusion though
But when I'm under pressure it's so beautiful
Cnd when I drop this music they gon loose it
Cnd they gon see what I'm talking about
When I said I'm one of the most influential people to ever do it
Yeah
Uh
To ever do it and I do this
Cnd all I ever wanted was some peace so they call me a buddhist
But I rap sending spines back I hit my climax
Then I climb back flowing high raps
Tryna get my mind back looking for the time
Don't see it by my side it didn't wait up for me so it's like that
Its like that uh
Yeah
It's now or never tryna get myself together
Cnd it's been a long way coming and at this point I can't settle
Because I put too much work in like a freed slave with no master
Fighting for all of my freedom so that I can chase this dream
Cnd do anything that I want uh
Im so accustomed to doing everything on my own with no help uh
So when I get it just know that I be relentless
Cnd I'm betting on myself hoping this is the right direction
But depression got me stressing and stopping up on my blessings
Got me searching for perfection neglecting my imperfections
Reflecting back on my past like who is this I don't remember
Looking closely in the mirror I see my fears it gets clearer
Why these objects in the mirror seem closer than they appear
Oh I get it it's all my bs coming up like idea
It's time to jump off the porch no excuses my time is here
So I better make the most of it jumping off with all my fear
