James Balfour - FYI Lyrics

I met you close to September
I started feeling so old I wasn't thinking of you
Two more months I remember
I finally just manned up and starting Making my moves
I had nothing to believe in
Six times before I couldn't miss it with you
Were we really something perfect
Or was I just done looking for something to prove

Oh no
I didn't know it would go this far
When we had nothing to go on and
I never could verbalize what I didn't know
Baby it's happening to fast
Having sex on the bed when your parents are home
Not sure if I'm gonna relapse
I think I'm in love but we're just out of control

Oh we're out of control
Out of control
Hmmmm
Just thought I'd let you know

You always liked to play games
Where I was always the bad guy you were never to blame
I thought that I was the lawyer
Always fixing shit just to clear my own name
But then you go out and meet him
Tell me about his house and his glorious fame
I don't see us coming back from this
Honestly I didn't want it to end this way

Oh no
I didn't know it would go this far
When we had nothing to go on and
I never could verbalize what I didn't know
Baby it's happening to fast
Having sex on the bed when your parents are home
Not sure if I'm gonna relapse
I think I'm in love but we're just out of control

Just let me be
I'll be selfish me
I'll be everything that you called me
I let you go
I'd never show
You all the pain that you caused me
So don't ask why
If a year goes by
And I found another who suits me
Better than you did
Because I just hid
Behind you and let you destroy me

It ended right in September
Almost two whole years and I just gave them to you
And I just try to remember
All the terrible things that you put me through
Baby I'm on my own now
Never stressing about what I might need to do
It's just for your information
That I'm just fine and I have nothing to prove
Nothin for you