James Balfour - I'm Not Lyrics

Holding on to nothing, I fell now I'm wide awake
Kiss me like I'm dreaming, you're gone what was my mistake?
Leaving bed at sundown don't want to live this way
Keeping all my thoughts up top when I wasn't okay

Driving through your home town
Don't want to see your face
You've got the world in your pocket
And I've got nothing to say

I've been wondering a while now
Why keep holding out for more
How we're making such a change though
We didn't want it much before

And I've been running down, out for a while, now I'm just missing your face
And you're still coming round ,notes on the door, and now I keep running away
And I've been running down, out for a while, now I'll keep throwing away
And you keep wondering how I'm all better now
I can't help but say. I'm not

Keeping ghosts inside my closet locked, but you've got the key
I remember when we felt alright, and now we never even speak

How's it coming down to this now?
Lights all burn after they start
All we need to do is turn off
The pain, the lies and hurt

And I've been running down, out for a while, now I'm just missing your face
And you're still coming round, notes on the door, and now I keep running away
And I've been running down, out for a while now, I'll keep throwing away
And you keep wondering how I'm all better now
I can't help but say. I'm not