James Biondo - refined. Lyrics

I got doubts in my life, I got fears What if my wants don't be satisfied in a couple
Years
Wish God's plan could be ratified into both my ears
If they say that pressure makes diamonds, then I'll be crystal clear
One Peter one:seven, I'ma be refined one Peter two:11, I'ma do it right
Only God I'm reppin, like he said in v nine
On my way to heaven, keep my eyes on the divine
Boy, I'm still a youth, but I be learnin' things
So that means I'm better off than most these men, I think
I'll admit if I am wrong, and that can be a pain
But I get up, my Ls are lessons, never losses ay
If you pray for patience, God ain't gonna give it to ya
He's gonna give you way to practice it, and drill it in ya
And this is my life right now, Lord, humble me
Cause my own mind flies around like a tumbleweed I don't
Know what to think, I'm on the brink, of poppin a cap metaphorically drink
I got a stack of abnormally big, Problems I feel like are more than a plague
Got living water, but there are some dregs how I get up when I'm shot in the legs
Where do my words, even go when I pray, only be living my day-to-day
No, I'm not okay, smile anyway Don't need therapy, God is my escape
I've been waitin' for so long, God said, wait more
I sculpt my life, it's been cut, I need clay more
Cause I wage war, that's what I rage for this ain't flesh or blood, demons, I fillet more
I need God's word, so attention, I pay more Look who I serve, Jesus' pension was way more
He was 33 years, waitin' for his own death So even if I disagree, I'm patient for the best
There is no convincing me that trials ain't a test
Depression gon' be missin' me in G-O-D, I rest
I got doubts in my life, I got fears What if my wants don't be satisfied in a couple years
Wish God's plan could be ratified into both my ears
If they say that pressure makes diamonds, then I'll be crystal clear
First Peter one:seven, I'ma be refined First Peter two:11, I'ma do it right
Only God I'm reppin, like he said in v nine
On my way to heaven, keep my eyes on the divine
Everyone got plans for their future and what they expect
But nobody admits that their plans often reap regret
See, we fallin, and even if you a Christian, there's reason that you be missin
Mix arrogance with the wisdom, listen
About a year ago, I thought my plan was higher up than God's
That's why all the pride and depression wanted to tag along
Then I had a cry and confession, noticing I was wrong
I was refined, but the question's makin' another call
I don't understand, I am just a man, my pride can't trust God
Am I bein' damned? Nah, that is not true
Child, I love you, you're in my hands, still my thoughts are above you
God's plan is perfect, right now he is workin
Stop thinkin' you're right, every day you'll be hurtin
Lord, I believe, please help my unbelief
Pride thinks I'm perfect, can you humble me
I ain't from the bottom, but I know the rocks there
Look like had me lost at goodnight
Hadn't thought I could fight felt crossed by God
Like I'm stabbed in the side, then it crossed my mind
The only crossin' God did was on the cross to die
And they stabbed his side, y'all can keep the world
I got Adonai, boy, I listened to the devils
Pair of lies it left me paralyzed only thing I verify
Is Yahweh got our care in mind
I got doubts in my life, I got fears
What if my wants don't be satisfied in a couple years
Wish God's plan could be ratified into both my ears
If they say that pressure makes diamonds, then I'll be crystal clear
First Peter one:seven, I'ma be refined
First Peter two:11, I'ma do it right
Only God I'm reppin, like he said in v nine
On my way to heaven, keep my eyes on the divine
But he said to me, my grace is sufficient for you
For my power is made perfect in weakness
Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weakness
So that Christ's power may rest on me