James Xavier - I Can't Fold Lyrics

It would be too easy to
Let you back into my view
Crazy we both tryna move on
My nerves you been getting to
When it wasn't even deep with you but
I'm still stuck
I been telling myself not to call you
Like for two months
You done went turn me into a stranger
Like we didn't touch
When Christmas Eve you was sleeping in my bed
Like it was yours
What we have those convos for on the beach
Why I didn't get an invite to the bars in St. Pete
I been tryna turn up all week
Went in for a show that you didn't even see
Then hit me on my phone being sweet
Saying "sorry I hope next time I'm free"
Like you weren't free
You lie like you need sleep
I hate you just like me sometimes
Hate I write off my real life
You still look good played on my mind
Cause I still see you
How you look so peaceful all the time
I kinda hate it
So I keep telling myself
I can't fold
My friends said I shouldn't miss you more
But some nights It's hard not to hit your phone
I know I'd treat you right but you rather do wrong to me so
I can't fold
Told myself I wouldn't miss you on me
But I can't do late night adventures lonely
Wish you'd still hold me
Steading sending me these songs
I used to text you when I'm home
Late night I'd still pull up though we got work in the morn
Then you lick me up and down like ice cream on a cone
You used to kissed me slow
Dropped me just to downgrade so I'm sorry for your loss
She wanted a chad cause black was too much for her throat
I can't be that bad if this the third dude that you on
Maybe Im just petty since you had to let me go
This straight ego talk
For real
Ocean diving off the edge
Act like I ain't even mad
I know you, must still think about it
Still won't even look me in my eyes when I'm around you
It's so obvious
You must still feel something
If there was no problem bout us you wouldn't be running
I can't fold
I'm writing stead of calling
I can't fold
I know you still feel something