James Xavier - Intern Intro (Know You More) Lyrics

It's 5:26 pm at an Applebees and I'm just out here writing
Just for the sake of it for real
It's crazy
Writing to fill all the needs
Tired of begging and pleasing
Story been changing and things
In a new city to think
Working too hard to be free
I'm in a whole different season
Still getting used to degrees
Still getting used to the heat
I still ain't buying my beats
But YouTube gone listen to me
I'm in a whole different league wow
I ain't been smoking on tree how
I'm doing numbers you see now
Hoping you'll be proud
Hoping you'll see now
I hope that you'll see

Man don't get too caught in the wave
I really think I'm deeper than the ocean
But I ain't tryna brag too much

She keep on telling me sing
Told her to get on her knees
To show me that she really believe
Losing and holding my grief
Still they want my lines to be deep
And family want me to sleep
I pick and choose what I need
Done with just trust and beliefs
I know a dude that just give me a opinions
But really just want me to sink
Same dude think since he living financially well that he really could lead
That's crazy
Rarely I pay him attention
But since he a friend of a friend I receive
Still don't fall into the greed oh
Listen to fans on the feed too much
Baby girl waiting to see
If I'll do what I said I would be
Thought that she waiting for me
Though she can't imagine a we
Still can't imagine my peace with her happier living outside of just me
I'm sitting in silence focused on how I should breath
I ain't getting violent but still I imagine the beef
Breathe slow
Can't get too caught in the ego
I'm working more than I need to
Just to show you I don't need to
I need green and big blue checks
My haters been turning to see through
Ghost town social media, really I know I don't need you
Yeah okay
Tell me how you feel inside cause I feel like I talk to much
Got a whip my own new ride but still feel like I walk too much
She still think I'm counterfeit when lately I ain't acting much
Thought I was over my head for loving her from far too much
Yeah
Nice green dress I like to look
But she don't come around too much
We in different towns too much
But she ain't even down too much
Is you still down for me, lately I been proud to much

So this the life I chose
Like I ain't even got another job lined up after this one for real
But at least I'm performing I'm outside
I barely get to work on this music
There's always something on mind I can chat about
Get off on a page
I just gotta
Get this stuff off my mind

Life done lost its pigment
My chasing dreams don't go with being realistic
I'm Reading eckhart tolle fighting discontentment
My ego talking me craving more attention
I thought I really knew me
These thoughts keep getting to me
Too focused on my story got me distant
The spirit talking to me claiming to be witness
So I listen
Spiritually been working on my fitness
Solitude done helped my mood and sharping up my vision
Loving's no priority for me just a side mission
Still if she gone hit me up late night I'll make a visit

So let me know you more
I wanna know you, know you more
I'm wanna know you
Im tryna know
I wanna know you, know you more than
Not for the sake of being polite
I wanna know you, know you more
I wanna know you

Im tryna know you
Put a little purpose on me pulling up to hold you
Still it cant be too deep, I ain't ready for no love you's
Right now I just been on that private kissing after work mood
I would hate to hurt you
It's nothing personal
Life right now just too crazy to front you
If you think I'm selfish I can't judge you
This what chasing happiness has come to
For me