One take
Let's go
I don't wanna spare another truth just for the bliss
I don't wanna add another pain to the list
Suffering in silence smoking loud to assist
Keep it to myself so family proud with how I live
I done found more purpose in the sounds of the wind
Stead of searching it's worth it feeling doubt after I sin
I done found discernment since I stop tryna repent
Stop tryna relive out past mistakes I can't forget
Listen to some Buddhist thoughts been meditating since
Bought a Hindu book to see if Budda was a trip
More into philosophies to understand this gift
Of life so I don't miss it
Reading more red words to find more truths in what I'm missing
Still don't think I get it
Maybe I do but my ego won't just let me get experience
Speaking all these thoughts out loud, its realer when I'm hearing it
Read so many books on energies and getting spirited
Don't really like to talk unless it's deep or getting serious
On the road to peace without a guide might be a oblivious
But If gotta crash I rather be the one that's steering it
Growing through my losses as I see what life with fearing is
Less off of appearances
Tryna falling sleep while I'm questioning what theory is
Lot of my beliefs done started ending like a period
Wondering if I'm weak for being worry about clearing this
Venting's from a poet always painted as delirious
So when I get to flowing I don't care what your opinion is
Judging only means there's parts of you that isn't listening
Happy when I sink cause then I know what I been tempted in
Musically and more that I been gifted in
Still a lonely boy that chasing feminine touch
In and out of love feel like an imminent push
Going out for fun when I feeling it much
Is this what I want, or my priorities sucks
I don't need it all just can't forever be rough
I'm okay with falling just don't wanna be stuck
I don't wanna spare another truth just for the bliss
I don't wanna add another pain to the list
Suffering in silence, smoking loud to assist
Keep it to myself so family proud with how I live
Venting's from a poet always painted as delirious
So when I get to flowing I don't care what your opinion is
Judging only means there's parts of you that isn't listening