Elixir Video (MV)

Who am I to criticize people as I do?
A poet's eyes never lie, but bias might slip through
I often try to realize my fears liken me to you
Tantalized by dandelions, blow a wish that won't come true
Transmission overdue, I can't be akin to the rules
Aching and confused, I am naked tripping stools
Vulnerable to use, much more open to abuse
Hoping to cut loose but no chicks come home to roost

Galvanize (the troops of penance)
Don't demonize (a youth of temperance)
Seize the skies (via all intensive)
Feast your eyes (I'm beyond extenses)
Carpe diem
Apologize
In my darkest times I ought to apologize
No surprise

To all the gals I called hoes, I do apologize
It's not your fault you get thrown by hollow guys
Only call you that because my heart had dropped in size
When some love f*cked with me, tore me open, need to cauterize
Caught her eyes when I told all her father's lies
You know, the type of lies that a girl had ought to like
But then we grew up quick and we had fallen far behind
But now she's out of sight, out the lime
It's out of sight, I don't mind

I've been living like a trickster
Hiding out and drinking mixtures
Vibing out and sending mixes to mixers
Call me mister missed her because I was fixing tongue-twisters
Pissing fissures, no bliss here, it figures, I need a sip of this elixir

The cunninlynguist in summer with the tongue twisters
A bummer, interests split, so dumb and young, that I miss her
Lashing out at women beause they ain't whip me no more
Attack every sentence, since my sense is 50's galore
It's shitty I'm sure, but I cain't feel much about it
A pity for sure, could you suture me up? I doubt it
Nah, nah, that's for me to resolve alone
All in all, I guess that's what you wanted all along
So, I won't slip into black thought
Impersonating the roots gonna get my ass caught
See how I did that? Deflecting the problem
Yeah, look how I did that, the mirror reflecting a condom
You ain't birthing my spawn, honey
I ain't working with fondon
We shouldn't sculpt that
Clay figure, everyday getting bigger
If I had pulled back on that AK trigger
I'd end up miserable with her
Looking after the kid, while differences start to wither the picture and then we dither

I've been living like a trickster
Hiding out and drinking mixtures
Vibing out and sending mixes to mixers
Call me mister missed her because I was fixing tongue-twisters
Pissing fissures, no bliss here, it figures, I need a sip of this elixir

How can a woman I found fair, become so unfair?
Separation
How can a love unrequited get invited to my lair?
Manipulation
Look, ain't nobody getting called out
Ain't no clout sounds for the cloud
Just reflecting on love lost, love had
But mostly love lost, debunked that
Gotta move on, can't get sucked back
Because well, f*ck that
Call me crazy, but mainly my one wish is that she didn't hate me
I never initiated nothing that she told me I did plainly
So don't blame me
Or just me anyway
I tried to attone, only thrown out the way
She heard GRACE, she heard ORANGE, and now letting ELIXIR bang
Ain't no hate here but a bit of an "I'm just saying"
And while I'm at it, ladies, know that I'm still praying

It's never only about one ex
The elixer the real mixture to get me to the next
I confess
Consider who you hurt before you go pleasuring yourself