Jane Chambers - Judas Lamb Lyrics

I just can't swallow this thought
Oh I am learning that I am better off
Just being all in my head
Don't wanna reach the end of
My life and be afraid to look at it

Because oh I just don't understand
And I am bleeding like Jesus
Out my hands
And if you reach the end
And wonder where I am
You'll find me tending to
Every Judas Lamb

I am going to see her every week
She's letting me learn that I am getting better
But its getting harder to believe
That I'll be alright
Because I'm fearful that at night
I'll become
Something uncontrollable that has not been alive
For any more years than anything of mine
And if I see it in the dark
Will I be alright
Because I'm hiding in the plainest of sight

Because Oh I just don't understand
And I am bleeding like Jesus
Out my hands
And if you reach the end
And wonder where I am
You'll find me tending to
Every Judas Lamb

If I beg with my eyes
Will you understand
That I am made up of every
Judas Lamb
And you don't get it
It's okay
Don't lose your head
Because I'm just being hard to manage
Again

Because Oh I just don't understand
And I am bleeding like Jesus
Out my hands
And if you reach the end
And wonder where I am
You'll find me tending to
Every Judas Lamb