I could have been crying or laughing
But you would think that I was just high
Well f*ck, I didn't mean to hurt your feelings
But I guess I just need to get used to it
Otherwise I'll never leave this place
The place in my mind where I learned to love and lost it
I just want to exist in real time
But I guess I just need to get used to it
You haven't noticed yet, it's been
Hours since you had left, you check
Your phone, you got it
But nothing new is on it
You feel the pressure coming
And you just wanna stop it
You haven't noticed yet, it's been
Two months since you had jest, you check
Your phone, you got it
But nothing new is on it
You feel yourself just trying
To feel more alive
You haven't noticed yet, it's been
Hours since you had left, you check
Your phone, you got it
But nothing new is on it
You feel the pressure coming
And you just wanna stop it
You haven't noticed yet, it's been
Two months since you had jest, you check
Your phone, you got it
But nothing new is on it
You feel yourself just trying
To feel more alive