Jared Ray - Notha Beauti Day (feat. Tyson Trevino) Lyrics

I built the walls of this prison I've been living in
And I'm sick of it dog man f*ck this all I feel like I'm giving in
Cause I scratch and I claw at the walls but they won't give one inch
Till my fingers tear off I will not stop till that brick f*cking gives
Cause I spent my whole life living stuck up inside of my head now
In a labyrinth of fear and I didn't know if I could get out
Like Guantanamo I drown my soul wet towels and my self doubt
Maybe I should've f*ckin laid down let cancer be my way out
Cause I'm sick of this feeling and I'm so sick of retreating
And I'm so sick and so f*ckin pissed that no one knows who this genius is
Cause the minute they hear it they'll feel it
They'll witness what the realness is cause my will for it's limitless
F*ck I live for the stimulus but I
Man I can't escape my problems and its like I almost want them
Even to my bottom I brought them and I still can't drop them
I'm calling out for help but no one's been responding
I am lost and I'm exhausted and I fear that I'm out of options
And I hate the way how I don't know if I can change
Cause I'm lost in my thoughts my bad habits they seem to stay the same
My minds in a cage my brains in chains and I cannot seem to find a way to break away But soon someday I'll look back sayin f*ck that place and
I will have broken free
Before my demons take me
Speaking my own language
Reaching out to my body
Hey now, watch your behavior
Slow down, what's your rush
Speaking in your riddles
Reaching a new low
Hey now, watch your behavior
Slow down, what's your rush
Speaking my own language
Reaching out to my body
Hey now, watch your behavior
Slow down, what's your rush
From here nothing's moving
From there it never stopped