When I turn on the beat no telling where my mind goes
Tap in with pain and my trauma and let my mind go
Seem like the closest ones to me leave my insides broke
Think its time to move on I can't stand to be around you
I tried my best to forgive you
I tried to put it aside tried not to blame you
Damn near brought tears to my eyes wish I could hate you
Wish I could leave you behind but I can't trade you
I can see you fighting your past
I see its eating you bad
I see you tryna hide your pain with a smile
But emotions pouring out
Yo emotions pouring out
Yo emotions pouring out
Yo emotions pouring out
Yo emotions pouring out
Yo emotions pouring out
Yo emotions pouring out
Yeah yo emotions pouring out
No my family is something I don't wanna lose
But I swear sometimes it seem like you think that you bulletproof
And I swear that you a know it all like you can't ever lose
So when I can't get a word out tell me what am I to do
I swear that I get tired of remeniscing
Keep looking back and wishing things was different
Bring me a genie in a bottle need wishes
Sometimes I really hate the way I'm living
At times I really hate the way I be feeling
I didn't want this story hate that I live it
God please take out this chapter pray that you rip it
But I know I need the pain wish I could kill it
When I turn on the beat no telling where my mind goes
Tap in with pain and my trauma and let my mind go
Seem like the closest ones to me leave my insides broke
Think its time to move on I can't stand to be around you
I tried my best to forgive you
I tried to put it aside tried not to blame you
Damn near brought tears to my eyes wish I could hate you
Wish I could leave you behind but I can't trade you
I can see you fighting your past
I see its eating you bad
I see you tryna hide your pain with a smile
But emotions pouring out
Your emotions pour out
Emotions pour out
Emotions pour out
Emotions pour out
I swear that I get tired of remeniscing
Keep looking back and wishing things was different
Bring me a genie in a bottle need wishes
Sometimes I really hate the way I'm living
At times I really hate the way I be feeling
I didn't want this story hate that I live it
God please take out this chapter pray that you rip it
But I know I need the pain wish I could kill it